You realise this only long after they've long left this world, that you didn't have enough of them. Even when you tell yourself that it was more than enough, it feels like you had one conversation too less, one experience together too little. It never seems like enough. And sometimes when it's the right time, you think of them.. and a few tears escape, they feel cold on your cheek.. and you wipe them away, along with the memories that you've been drowning yourself in. And all emotions, from the past, present and past of the future merge in one.