It's been a while. I wonder why. Blogging represents the most self-involved internal process of mine that could ever exist. I think it also represents my wanting to communicate these thoughts to the world, right? The things I write in a diary are never read. But these are.. (probably) by strangers. There's so much pressure to be liked, to be accepted. And to be admired if you've managed to achieve those other objectives. Why? Why can't I just write, why can't I just feel, why can't I just be - without the incessant need for validation!
